Yesterday had just happened something seriously weird . My little bro , smashed the netbook until now its spoiled obviously . The things getting weird is my mom din't even scold him . I wondering why? because of he's the youngest in the family?
Why he can get the 'special offer' and me and my sister can't when we get into some trouble? No matter how its still unfair right? Std 2 having a phone? and std 5 learn drum? I asked to learn you din't let to . BUT ! nevermind I don't find out there's good in drum with playing alone only ;) if ever he got drum, I won't be playing anything with him , I swear to.
I rather playing violin concerto with my sister than him . My father is superb unfair to me actually , don't you see all the things I got now , actually alot is I beg him to buy it , for a long time of begging :'( how hurt is my heart you know? I learnt to appreciate everything , but did my little brother appreciate?
I am getting more and more bored in this world . I can't find a person that I can talk about , being post at facebook , those people that don't care my feelings and privacy spreading it out to other relatives.
*conversation between me and my mom*
mom : what you post at facebook?
me : what did I post?
mom : we treat you not enough good merh?
me : don't know
mom : DON'T KNOW THEN POST LAH YOU WANT EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT THIS ISIT?
I like if you never did this before , why would I will post it up? and if you never do scare what people to know about it , end up it will become my fault right?
I FOUND OUT THERE'S A LOT OF UNFAIR IN MY LIFE ):
If I ever say I need someone to accompany me , will it be you ?